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My opinion.

Fuck girls put themselves through a lot of shit to keep a relationship going. Putting up with all the bad things because they don’t want to be lonely or loose the attention and affection they are recieving. One day like me they will wake up and realise that they are being pathetic, that all you need is yourself, and men are men, if you sit down and look around you can do so much more in life without a partner, you can have fun, and not worry about moulding your plans and life with theirs. You can go where you want to go without roots having themselves wrapped around you both. You can achieve a fuckload more, be closer with your friends and have your own personal time. If you cant live with your own company and rely constantly on company of others to me is the worst type of lonely.

I will mess with your head because your trying to mess with mine, I can see through your bullshit lies, I can see straight into your mind.

At times, I lay here thinking, I would love some company right now, someone to laugh with and talk about shit too or just lay silent with.

But at the same time, while I would have that company, I wouldn’t want it, I would think of other things to be doing and my thoughts would over run anything interesting that is happening around me.

This is why I enjoy my own headspace, my over thinking, my own company and I would never rely on other people to keep me happy and entertained.

It’s crazy how a friendship that meant so much can change so dramatically, its hard when a person in that freindship no longer can contribute 100% and doesnt realise how much it effects you. “A good friendship should be like a circle, there is no start nor an end but everything in betweeen holds it all together”

You can have me anyday, anyway you want.

Took my heart and ran it straight into the planet.

You have to remember son, that I do have a heart, I do have emotions under my strong front, I do hate all these feelings of lonely, useless and regret. I may not show them or talk about them, but boy they are there constantly lurking my mind like a shadow guided by the sun.

Life comes at me with a big fuck you to ruin my week, cheers wanker.

The silly mistakes I make

Not showing a person how much you truly care about them, and then loosing them

Resisting that little temptation Sometimes works out to be harder than thought, and require fair amounts of self control..

Love lust lost

You can tell the same lie a thousand times but it never gets anymore true.